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09.16.03

I oopsed. Yesterday i remembered that i needed to update these pages. But in the middle of it i thought it was the 14th, not the 15th. When Master came home and checked my journal, She pointed out this error...

Now it's fixed. I don't know what made me change it like that, except that i over-think things sometimes.

I don't have much on my mind this morning. It was a hard start. After being so good the last couple weeks about getting up, and getting things done, i'm back to the "morning bad" phase. I know at some point i can lick this. I'd rather be up at 6 a.m. and getting things done, then wasting the day away. Maybe it's because i'm older, or that i'm just lazy, i don't know. I've never been good about this morning thing, but at least i am trying.

09.15.03

Health Kick

I Haven't written much on-line, but i haven't been very inspired to write here. Nature of the beast. Some days i write more, some days less, some days none. I'll try to be a bit more inspired.

We had a busy Saturday, shopping and such. We've been changing our diet. Buying food that is more nutritious and healthy for us.

Some people think buying organic is more expensive. (I think Doctors are more expensive) It depends on the market. It depends on how you shop. I was reading in the Whole Foods newsletter thing about genetically modified foods. Yikes! Don't want any of that. All these foods that have been gene spliced and changed. And then the kinds of herbicides they grow the food with. Thank You, NO!

I've eaten healthy off and on in my life, more on then off. Living back with my parents it was hard, because they at least provided food, and it was more convienent to eat what they had, then go hunt and gather my own. Living with Master, we've been implementing small changes, and now bigger ones. And my body is so much happier! So is my spirit. I'm healthy now, i'd like to keep it that way. I don't eat frozen foods (except for the occasional pizza). We buy the veggie crumbles, and the veggie burgers. But that's about it. I stay away from most canned foods. I'm lazy and buy the pre- made pasta sauces, usually jarred, not canned. I attribute this kind of healthy eating habits to my good health. Because i haven't been that kind to my body over the years, with the kinds of substances i put into it.

And what does this have to do with my path as a slave? Part of what is in the agreement between Master and i is "dietary guidence." Master has, in the past, eaten healthy and organic as well. Now seems to be an appropriate time to change it. I'm exercising, and trying to get rid of about 10 lbs that i gained during the depression. This seems to have sparked something in Her. And She wants to work on Herself too. If we do it together it's easier. Instead of having to make two different kinds of meals a day, we eat the same. I didn't push the change for Her, just for myself. And She seems to think it's a good idea. As a slave, and a boy, it is important for me to take care of my health. Take care of the property. Through discussing what i need to do differently for my health, Master sees these changes as a good Life change for both of us, not just for me.

Well, that's the health rant for the week. Bear with me because i'll probably be on it for awhile. We haven't been very busy in the department of Scenes, or beatings, or sex. So i don't have much to write about in that department. Just about my head space, and how to maintain that slave mentality while working on my creativity.
Although last night, well, last night was a good night for us both! *silly boy grin*

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