We have a theory that the fungus set off the latent food allergy, and with all the health issues i've had the last two years, it could be keyed into these allergies. The hands haven't healed because the fungus attacked me, and then the peanuts kept the fungus growing. This is also probably why when i tried to work at TexAz Grill, my hands broke out so bad. I was eating a ton of corn every day...weird huh?

Last night was presentation night at APEX. Master Z and slave boy tony were presenting. What a couple, what energy! We met them at the SW Leather Conference. They are the current title holders for International Master and Slave. What a privilage to be able to spend time with them. And with all of our other friends.

APEX has secured new space, and the dungeon is moving. Last night was the last public event in the old space. I'm thrilled that we are getting a new space, but for some people it was a very emotional night. They've been attending since that dungeon opened. I wasn't having those levels of emotion, but i sympathize with my friends, who had grown attached, and built memories there.

I've been having some issues of surrender. I was sick again last week. Some kind of intestinal something. It was bad. I'm better now, and am submitting job applications. Still there are things i need to get done that aren't getting done. Master and i are going to L.A. this weekend, so i need to buckle down. I've become addicted to playing Solitare on the computer, (i think a back lash to all the tv i've been watching), and can't seem to stop and get the other stuff that i need to get done, done. Not a very well behaved slave lately. Hopefully i can work on it, and gain some level of focus this week.