12.11.06
12:00 p.m.
Crazy Month!
Welcome to December though it's almost halfway over. I've been working 50+ hours in four days, then trying to catch up on cooking, housework, and just general life-stuff on my days off. This week, there won't be much except for today, which is recovery time from working all those said hours.
I want to be doing more on my personal business. I want to be more helpful to Master around the house. I'm thinking maybe this job isn't what I need right now (the money's great...yet). Master and I were talking about it the other day. I just have to put feelers out and see what I get back. I'm commited through Dec 23 on this particular event, and I'm going to see it through...then maybe time for a change.
I want to be more useful in my slavery, and I'm not meeting that goal. I've been grumpy and uncooperative, and it just doesn't feel right to be like that. I'm sure Master is frustrated with my behavior and attitude, but I really don't know how to change it until this gig is over (2 more weeks, 8 more nights).
I'm working on a "to-do" list for the Southwest Leather Conference Art Show. We are the coordinators for the show, and it's a job. It's fun, but involves details, and setting things up and getting judges together. Then we get to work the event and meet the artists we bring in. YAY! I'm excited about it, I just don't have the energy to show that excitement.
Other than that I've been catching up on sleep, and we've been watching recorded tv shows. I missed two parties over the weekend, and that makes me a little grumpy as well...
Such is the life of a working slave!
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