i am a bio-female boy. i live in a Master/slave 24/7 relationship with Master DM. (a female Master-check out Her websites).

i am a poet, a chef, a videographer, performance artist, photographer, visual artist, and many other things besides.

Mainly i am slave boy. i am on a spiritual journey that fortunately is in alignment with Master's.

i do not consider BDSM "play". i agree with Master Jim, it is work. It is always work.

Master and i do not "step out of" our roles. We don't have "roles". We are who we are. She is a female Master, i am a boy who finally found someone to give his slave heart too.

The journey i am on has been long and involved. It has included many people whom i have learned from. It has incorporated many ideologies, philosphies and concepts.

The people that have been in my life have enriched me.

I am a genderfuck. i am boy, grrl, and all things in between. I have been butch, lesbian, dyke, fag hag, and yes even fag.

I am happy being boy. Boy energy is good. It suits me. It is what i first thought i was way back when i came out at the tender age of 19. We hadn't yet co-opted the Daddy/boy thing from our queer brothers. I settled for Butch, and i say settled.

Master officially named me last week. She had been using boy for a year, and it finally stuck. i'm not allowed to spell it with an i. Check Her online journal out for why.

This journal is my personal website. I have been working on a concept for this ever since i encountered blogger.
This is my artwork, my writing, my personal self. Please treat it the way you would an original Picasso, or O'keefe, or Kahlo.

It is about a boy and his Master, the cats that rule us, the head, and whatever else interests myself, and Master.

Mostly it is my journey into True slavery, and the continuing Process of Surrender.