04.01.10
9:00 a.m.
I haven't been writing on slaveboy becuase my thoughts are beyond about being in service. They are tumulteous, untamed, and rampant about EVERYTHING!
I find that as I think about these things I very possibly need to write them down, and place them in this space I created where I can share my thougths with the world. That is the point of blogging, right?
I diversified. I have a business website for the culinary side. a blog for writing out work stuff, after realizing that I wrote too much about work in this space. I have a space on cultvault for poetry, etc, and a couple of youtube accounts for the spoken/word-poetry, and a little culinary experiment.
I developed this journal for spiritual exploration within the slave-heart. I wanted a place where Master could read what I was thinking. Apparently I began to self-censure. Too many people could access this blog. What would they think of what I wrote, about myself, Master, and them? I also did not want to feel so exposed to the world.
It is time once again to share, and expose myself. Especially in the spiritual realm. Being back in the Valley of the Sun and so close to my roots and upbringing have caused a bump in my awareness.
We had a family Equinox Renewal Ritual, it was very cool. And we found a house with a space for a kitchen Altar. I am planning a dedication, actually writing one out. Once we start planting, I can dedicate the Garden too. I just feel the need these days for vocal and physical expression of my spiritual self. I've been in search of a Kitchen Deity. It is going to be either Mayan or Aztec. Interesting that I am moving more towards these gods, the bloody, violent gods. I am a Shaman, it is part of what we all carry. I am able to recognize and honor that aspect of myself.
So after an absence of better part of two years. I will be posting here again, with a focus on Spiritual growth and slavery and how it relates to my chosen path.
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